Why am I sad?
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Why am I sad?
My friend invited me over today and we went swimming, smoked blunts, dabbed, ate a beautiful dinner that her and her hubby made, and watched TV. I feel like a haven’t done anything normal like that in such awhile.
For now, Britney Spears singalong with Lucy in the car
Then, Pho with Greg and Zach!!!
After, sleepover with Lucy in my NEW HOUSE !
Here is goes.
I’m so lonely, it’s disgusting. It’s Saturday night and because I’m not working, I have nothing to do. Of the two friends I have here, I really only hang out with one of them. He’s great, but we have opposite work schedules, so that sucks. And, all of my close friends from school live super far away from me. I’ve never really been in this position, I’ve always had a lot of best friends to hang out with during the summer.
Also, I’m lacking intimacy in my life more than ever. I’m not even interested in sex anymore, I miss relationships. I miss having someone who actually cares about me and appreciates me caring about them. I spent my entire freshman year hooking up with whoever I wanted, whenever I wanted. And don’t get me wrong, it was fun, but I miss being a part of a commitment. It’s just hard for me to make up my mind about how i feel and it’s really frustrating for most guys. The one person I was willing to actually be with didn’t work out. I spent much too much time on him, but now I’m ready for something new. So, I’m saying this here, the next person I hook up with is going to be a boyfriend.
Overall, I really just want to go back to Santa Cruz. Luckily I’m visiting on Monday and I’ll get to see everyone. I’m beyond stoked. But I know that when I get back home, it’ll be the same old shit.
I’m just being whiny.
this is dope
(Source: wellwatchthefireworks / Air Tycoon)
Asking hipsters about bands that don’t exist. Brilliant.
best thing on the fucking internet.
There’s a lesson here…and a lot of dumb and names that somebody should snag.
letsbereallove asked: Are you going to keep taking pole dancing classes? I just signed up for a month membership but i've never tried it -_- lol
I plan to! It was a lot of fun and SUCH an intense work out